I DONT MEAN IT.

): Saturday, August 15, 2009 11:49 PM

I seriously wanna cry. I really have few tear drops coming out daily. And is really sad tear drops., their warm, kinda warm. I feel like crying hardly, letting all of them out; but, i know that when i really cry like that, it's gonna be a very ugly image for me. D:

I haven't been really crying out 'CRAZLY' . it was very long ever since i did that. the last time i did that, was in class?.. OMG . THINKING OF IT MAKES ME ~!~!~!~!~!~!!!!! And mrs ng scolded me , and so irritated that time. i already feel like crying that time; but then the words hj scolded me, makes me even wanna cry, can't control, and the tears flow out T.T

Now. i really wanna cry.. really! idk why D: i haven't been having good moods ever since my birthday passed. i feel like crying everyday, and i feel no love ): i feel the love i have is fading, that's why i have been asking : 'do you hate me?' , 'do you love me?' ahhhs. that's crappy questions.

Ehhhs, i'm typing so much. i'm actually quite mad about my cousin, scare me with toy cockroach. zzz. playing restaurant city, then he threw the cockroach infront of me, i was shocked. wthhhs lorh. zzzzzzz. then when on the way to my grandma house, its drizzling , then he pulled me, tricked me got dog shit -.- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. really fed up this time. and caused the rain water to drop on me.

Went to fairprice, took what i want. i wanna buy carrots to make some juice, but my mum don't let me buy~! it's a miracle. i didn't buy any sweets this time! xD miracle!! ahh, not really miracle. Hais...

I ♥ Felicia ( Niang ) . I ♥ Keleon ( Dié ) . I ♥ WenYuan ( AhGong ) . I ♥ Alex ( Er-Naing ) . I also ♥ Elton . (:

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